Forgive Me Sometimes

i go to sleep and i'm
missing you.
i wake up and i'm
Missing you.
and then all through the day i'm
MISSING you,
because the you who understood is gone.
because i can't hold hands with you
because i can't lean on you for support
because i can't talk to you like a friend
almost a week i've been MISSING you
and i'm getting so scared, and so lonely, and so tired.
but i won't give up,
oh no i won't give up
because when you've got almost nothing, like i've got now,
all you've got is FAITH and LOVE.
so that's what i got.
and sometimes i got FAITH
but other times i only got faith,
so you'll have to forgive me sometimes,
but i always got LOVE
so take care.
come back soon.
because right now my LOVE
and my FAITH
are MISSING you.
--4.5.10