It's Funny How

It's funny how
The only way
Two sorta messed up friends
With too much and not enough
History

Can only really talk
To each other
Directly
Through indirectly
Talking with their art.
--5.17.10

A Confession

Confession.

Looking at pictures of you
Makes me feel really
Really ugly.

Or maybe I'm just missing something.
--5.15.10

Okay, Story

Want you to know
I'm always thinking of you
And carrying around
A little sadness
Just for you.

No need to hide it
Truth is truth.
Yeah, I love you.
And I'm not gonna be ashamed.

You did what you had to
And it hurt(s) like hell.
But don't you worry
It'll be okay
If you want it to be.

This isn't over
Don't think it's over
Don't shut the book on us
We're still writing.
Telling stories.

That's what we do
We're story tellers
Creators of life
And we've still gotta tell our stories
And they intertwine.
--5.15.10

Glad You're Breathing

A song for a loved one.

Glad you're breathing.

Sorry I suffocated you
Sorry I choked you
Wish you had told me
Maybe there was something I could do

Glad you're breathing.
Glad you're breathing.

Sometimes I'm still
Gasping for breath
Sometimes I'm still
So sorry you left

Glad you're breathing.

Hope we'll find a way
To breath together
We could be great
For now, forever

It's not the time, I know
Things will get better though
I believe there was a reason
We found each other that season

Cold in the rain
Sparkling in the light
Losing all the pain
Spending the night
Toasting champaign glasses
Talking on the rooftop
Don't notice time passes
Hope this won't stop

Glad you're breathing.
Glad you're breathing.

We'll learn what this is worth
In the absence.
Growing, we'll come back.
A new story in present tense.
--5.15.10