Palabras Me Encantan Ahora (Words I Love Now)

***done "stream of conciousness" style with no explanation. Just go. ***

Love
Laugh
Connection
Dream
Escape
Inspire
Imagine
Now
Scream
Fortune
Future
Learn
Know
Understand
Speak
Cry
Life
Ameoba
Artemis
Truth
Hope
Die
Hello
Begin
Plathura
Idyosyncracy (sp)
Desire
Infatuation
Obsession
Come
Rain
Night
Darkness
Moon
Star
Celestial
Movement
Dance
Perform
Stage
Gay
Fabulous
Word
Fuck
Incarnation
Breathe
Kiss
Touch
Outside
Indubidably
Blaspheme
Honesty

Words I HATE right now
hate
forget
anger
ignorant
homophobia
macromolecule
blame
injustice
halt
end
place
no
away
close
here
over
trapped
inside
leave
permanent
wall
same
median
satisfied
done
finished

Out There

It's a far cry from a dream come true
But it's gotta work till the rest pulls through
Still in the same place as before
And still wanting something more
Watch the people smile as they pass by
Make up another "it's okay" lie
When will they realize this is not enough
Right now desire's gotta stay tough
Inch forward towards dreams, working every day
Watch for the moment to fly far away
Break free into life of dreams become real
Thanks to work and now this is now happiness feels
But don't forget those back home
As the stuff of life begins to roam
Everyone needs support now and then
Things could change in an instant; you never know when.
--12.28.05

When Walking

Come home around midnight
Miss the lightswitch
But keep on walking
Blurred vision and
A headache blinds my mind
But keep on walking
Darkness bleeds from my room
To the hall I'm stumbling through
But keep walking
Fall onto a bed of surreality
Close my eyes and turn off my mind
But keep on walking in my dreams
--12.28.05

Esta Distancia Que Se Interpone

La bella de tu
Esta en mi mente
La pura vida
No mas sigue.
He aprendado que
No soy quien tu quieres
Creo que debo salir
Y nunca vuelvo.
Ahora recuerda tu
Tu me dijiste me amaste.
Yo te amaba.
Y ahora porqu de tu carino
Te detesto.
Quiero amarte.
Pero como?
Ayudame, por favor.
--12.9.05