Stay the Distance

It only matters because I remember
And perhaps only I knew
The expectations riding on tonight
Of all I wanted to do to you

*Chorus*
And now you lay next to me but you're so far away
I want to wake you up and tell you what I've got to say
But I love you too much to just let you run away
So I will stay the distance for at least another day

I look at myself in a moonlight reflection
Never have my hands felt so foreign to me
I see your silhouette in the dark luminesence
Never have I felt so dirty

*Chorus*

Did I tell you I love you
I did, I did
But do you care, is the question
And I wonder why
I wonder why
I still love you.
--2/28/06

Listened to You

You said you loved me
And you said you always would
So I look back and now
I know I never should (have)

chorus:
Listened to you I
Listened to you
You're a liar
You're a liar
But I listened to you
I remember the day
When this all began
I knew you were a liar
And I never should have
Listened to you

So now you ignore me
Like I'm the plague of the earth
I hear you talk about me like
You've hated me since birth
On top of everything else
What can I say to you
You won't listen to me so
There's nothing I can really do

I never should have
*chorus*

You cannot break my heart
This has only made be stronger
And I don't believe
You don't love me any longer...
I think that's a lie.
--2.13.06