First Thoughts of Mo(u)rning

She wants to ask if he had fun
But she's afraid he'll say he did
She wants to ask if he misses her
But she's afraid he'll say he doesn't
She wants to ask if he's sorry
But she's afraid he'll say he's not
And she won't ask if he loves her
Because he's already told her he doesn't.

She wants him to have fun
But not without her
She wants him to miss her
But really just come back
She wants him to be sorry
But for it just to be over
She wants him to love her
Like he said he did, once.
--4.4.10