Everything's Changed

It should have been amazing
It should have been one of
The best times of my life
It should have been so much more than you
She's here, 2 hours in I find out.
The boyfriend calls and everything's changed
She didn't tell meI kinda think this is kinda important to know
Heartbroken before it even begins
And still so even after it ends
Fantasy running through my head
Of a movie I never saw or will see
Because the boyfriend calls and everything's changed
She didn't tell me
It's like a blowoff to my face
An insult no one tried to hide
And now I write this
Self-indulgent piece of shit
Because it doesn't matter
To anyone
Not even her
The boyfriend calls and everything's changed
She didn't tell me
--10/2/05